YAY.

I FOUND BENEDICT TO GO SHOPPING WITH ME AFTER SCHOOL.

I AM GOING TO GET THOSE STUFFS I WANT NEEED!
hehehe

i hope he dont ps me last minute. -.-


:D:D:D:D

my conversation with babe last night/

> We been on top for too long just to let it go under/
i dun even wanna go tt stupid lecture from 9 to 12 pm

> We been on top for too long just to let it go under/
who ask tt fucker insult me last lesson

-= bEaCh.pArty.myLiFe =- [liL' miSsy] SEXYs
LOL

-= bEaCh.pArty.myLiFe =- [liL' miSsy] SEXYs
he did?

-= bEaCh.pArty.myLiFe =- [liL' miSsy] SEXYs
den dun go lo

-= bEaCh.pArty.myLiFe =- [liL' miSsy] SEXYs
lectures only

she is on my side <3
___________________________________________________________________
is a SHE btw. yeahyeah that Fkoh.
i dont really give a damn.
you all can go ahead and say i'm attitude or whatever stuffs.
i still think i am right.
I refuse to give in.
so yea. i skipped sch today. cos i dont feel like seeing tt Fkoh's face. roll eyes*

dont come to me and say"aiyee.dont care her la.."
i care. i tell you I FUCKING CARE.
the way she talked to us last week.
i admit we have our wrongs.
SO?
tt gives the right for her to insult us like that?
and we passed the first test PLEASE.
NB. i hope she get her fucking facts right b4 shooting her mouth off.
and i dont think she shld bother or not abt me failing the next few tests or even the whole module. (like wad she said)
cos i dont fuck care./

and i dont like the way she go up to my fren and say" i hope you will encourage your friend(me) as well".
cos like i said. i refuse to give in.
and its IMPOSSIBLE for her to expect me to sit down and pay attention to her lecture.
never ever.
and i WONT apologise to whatever attitude i gave you last week or the next following weeks. or whatsoever.
you said we dont deserve your respect.
den i wanna let you know,
you dont deserve my respect too, fuckerkoh (:

wah lao.
i FINALLY fell sick.
flu, fever.
damn it.

i know my blog very dusty.
thats why i am here. -.-
errrr. VERY tired nowadays. not enuff sleeeeep ):
went DXO on sat with lewis and dd. met some new friends :)
slpt for only 2 hours liddat. if i am not wrong. den went dd house. den lot one for breakfast.
missed my stop. ended up at town. -.-
went home.
bathed and changed.
den met jeslyn to study.
i was sleeping ALOT la.
not productive at all.
fine, i know. LOL

and errr. went home slpt till next morning., over slpt. missed BS lesson.
blah blah laaaaaa.

BYE.

-benedict. junzhang says:
http://www.hpb.gov.sg/hpb/default.asp?pg_id=997

-benedict. junzhang says:
GO CHECK UR BMI.

> hahaha says:
u siao ah

> hahaha says:
check check la

-benedict. junzhang says:
check lahs..

> hahaha says:
wah laooo

-benedict. junzhang says:
tell me..

-benedict. junzhang says:
wad's ur BMI.

> hahaha says:
wrong

> hahaha says:
again

> hahaha says:
WAH LAO

> hahaha says:
still under

> hahaha says:
FUCK

> hahaha says:
17.7

> hahaha says:
Less than 18.5
Risk of nutritional deficiency diseases and osteoporosis


): ben FORCE me to reach at least 50 kg if not he wont tok to me. wah lao wah lao. waste my previous efforttt.. LOL
he says i can have 12 MAC nuggets for ONE meal. though MAC nuggets = love, i cant imagine i have to eat so many. OMFG LAH.
and he even says he can have lunch with me everyday.
i think i will die of STRESS ):
he jio me go eat KFC for lunch tml. lolol

ah li, this guy here dont allow me to eat vege :P go whack him HAHAHAH.

ok fine. I WILL TRYYYY MY VERY VERY BEST TO GAIN WEIGHT.
but. i really dun wan my weight to hit a number 5x :P and. even 49.9 kg also cannot.
BEN HOE. i hate you.
you willl never ever able to get c****e No. :P


byeeeeee

Bastard.
Fucker.
Faker.

> i so wanna close my eyes and forget everything abt you&me/

beached today.for ard 2 hours -.-
lousy weather.
cant get tanned. asshole!$*&Y!(%)#!(#!))$@

den off to VIVO CITY. wah lao eh
damn damn fucking fucking HUGE can?
walked til my head started to spinnnnnn.
bought a tube top.
and a nice red-heart-necklace. i am loving it!
:D

den cant find the exit to the front of the VIVO CITY. dont laugh ok. wait till u get there. with so many pple inside the shopping centre -.-
ended at the back of the VIVOCITY. walked one HUGE round -.- and back to harbourfront.

saw jovene! :D

came home and piggggg out.
jus ate my dinner.
sigh,
when is my before-8pm(latest)-eat-dinner habit.
MY TUMMY IS GROWINGGGGGGGGGG.


bye

>when goodbye is the only way out for you and me/

RAY: eh coco! ur handsome guy! go serve!!

COCO: stood up immediately* and went up to the front.

ME: raised head to take a peak* OMFG. stood up*

damn cute laaaa. i swear:D
and coco got her tongue tied when explaining to her the ingredients in the food. so unlike of her -.- and she gave him offer. wah lao... LOL.
den i collected the money and gave him the change. wah lao. touched his hand. omfg laaa. meltzzzzxxxzzzzz can? :P

he really really damn cute ok? even coco went crazy over him, the second time she served him. they(ray&coco) said he was wearing FORMAL the other time he came. i cant imagine. lolol. even ray(butch) says he is damn good-looking :D

i hope to see you again, handsome! :D

okay. i dunno wad to blog about alreadyy.
looking forward to eski bar with babeh next wed :D

nights world/

> you made me feel i wasnt enough, wasnt enough of your love/


2.00am now.
bored,tired,sleepy.
i need to cut down my salt intake. i am losing all my hair -.-
skipped school today.
cos period.
damn it. first day=cramp and more crampssss. rahh
i hate periods. go away.
so the whole morning, i was cramp-ing -.- and vomited twice. damn bloated. though i didnt eat anything at all.

woke up at 1.30 pm. washed up, went over to angie house eat lunch. den went downstairs to walk rae :D
and off to work... yawnzzzz
work is so-so. not busy at all.
i will be quiting at the end of this month. so 2 more weeks to go. and one more pay. in fact the last pay ):

i didnt sleep on my bus ride home jus now.
guess i slept too much since last night till this morning.
12 hours :D
came home, onlined.
bathed.
ate chips more.
and till now.

i guess i gonna turn in soon
my eyes are closinggggg.

nights worldzzzzzz

its nice to smile when i get your phone call at night//

okay, i shall behardworking and bloggggggg.

PS. thanks JESLYNBABE for the taggg :D i'm back to myself
and i cant stand it to see you being bitched by ppl for NOTHING!.
dont care abt that bitch. her acting oh-so-innocent wont get her far. she is just jealous...
cos she cant make ZHERUI loves her the way he loves you now..

so i am gg to say. KAREN TAN, yes you. if you have a fucking problem with jeslyn goh. pls go straight to her face and talk it out with her. dont hide behind with ur friends and bitch abt her. wanna bitch? dont bitch in the dark man. and if u feel very offended by wad i said here. too bad,saw the cross button on the top right hand side of this window? just fucking press it and get lost. its my blog. i said wad i wanna say. thank youuuuu (:


PS. to my sickeningly bestfriend/babehhh. PLEASE stop ____ ok? talk to me. i am always here. :D

okie. busy now. blog laters/

edited//

>I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you.
and your memories./

was supposed to town today. called dd so bloody many times in the morning. trying to wake her up since her bro said she was sleeping. but ended up she was packing her room. -.- ok fine. there goes my shopping trip. damn it.

wanna jio jeslyn out but she was already outside with her mummy. sigh. shld have dated her to study and shopping from the start.. ok whatever.

so i slacked my way thru. and went to dye hair in the noon. it didnt turned out to be what i expect. but its not bad after all.

i am looking forward to tue for shopping and my pay :D

>>>wah lao, i just ate 2 ice cream cones one after another. sinfullllllllll:/
i must DIGGGGGG out my ect notes by tonight. and at the least read the first page :D

and lastly, RAE IS SO CUTE,STILLLLLL

>its not fair,
why dont you seems to care?/

coco says my tummy is showing. damn it. and i had burger king for dinner,4 sausage with bacon & 4 mini crabsticks. wah lao. i am supposed to control today. but i failed. and my weight shot up by 2 kg. its offically 46kg now. fine, whatever okay. -.-

went work. joked, crapped, laughed and all. went suntec with wiki. i wanted to go town. but she dont want. so yea. not marina sq again. bought 2 tops since ytd and today. sigh. i have an habit of not getting my ass home unless i bought something. ok fine, its a VERY bad habit. i think my financial plan is not gg to work out. cos i planned to town tml to get my jeans and err. one more top. den off to dye&highlight my hair. and i think more than half of my pay will be gone which i just got like 2 days ago. can some one control me PLEASE? but my jeans is a MUST for this case. i hate wearing skirts now. ok fine. i am a weirdo.

i hate foggy day. i breathe till wanna die.
and i got the sudden urge to see fireworks now. okayokay, fine. whatever.

i wanna beach soon. my tan is fading FAST. i hate school. i am so lazy to DIG my last sem ect notes out to study for next wed retest. i feel like giving up on my 3.9 plan. -.-

i am not okay.
night world

1) Single, taken or crushing?
Ans: single

2) Are you happy with your life now?
Ans: YES, provided NO SCH :D

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
Ans: have to ask my heart

4) Have you ever been heart broken?
Ans: ask my heart

5) Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable
Ans: NONONONONONO

6) Would you take someone back even if he cheats on you?
Ans: yeah, i will do the same back to him and dump him. HAHA

7) Have you ever talked about marriage to someone else before?
Ans: cant remember

8) Do you want children?
Ans: yeah

9) How many?
Ans: twins :D

10) Would you ever consider adoption?
Ans: dog counted? :P

11) If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him to let you know his feelings?
Ans: tell me lahs -.-

12) Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Ans: depend on my heart

13) Do you believe in love at first sight?
Ans: yes and no?

14) Do you believe you can change someone?
Ans: after i try, i tell you :D

15) If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
Ans: underwater. HAHA

16) Do you give in easily when you are fighting?
Ans: if i am in the wrong.

17) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Ans: ask my heart

18) Do you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
Ans: HA. my mind cant recall now at12.41 am

19) Have you ever broken a heart?
Ans: I guess so.

20) If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
Ans: wah lao. snatch with her :P see the guy wan who lor. if he want her. den his loss lah. LOL. ok fine. i am being BHB. :P

21) Are you missing anyone right now?
Ans: too tired to miss

22) Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs. Write down their names in the list below.
Ans:
1)RAE
2)RAE
3)RAE
4)RAE
5)RAE RAE!

:D

work is good today! :D
damnnnnnnn slack.
i inhaled DIRTY air on my way home. and i heard firework sound. but didnt manage to see. -.-
i just got my pay, and i took out 200 bucks already. fine. fine. CONTROL!
i finally got my thumbdrive at business block. laughing our asses off. our plan to act as business students failed terribly. HAHAHA.

cos i went like" where is the toilet? i very urgent!!"
jeslyn went"eh! this library i came b4! -.-"
hf went..... i forgot.

we walked to a dead end or rather corner to find toilet. fine. damn dumb. but f funny. laughing our asses off. kept reminding jeslyn to mind her IMAGE. HAHA.

BYE

wah lao. joel just smsed me and ask wad i doing! i said. i just woke up. den he said i pig. HAHA. where gotttttt. am jus tired. in fact VERY tired when i came home.i was having insomia ytd night, for the first time after sooo long! i guess i slpt too much during the weekend. i only fell aslp. at like 3 smth in the morning?

hmmm. so when i came home the first thing,took out sims 2 and started the installation.. and after several tries, i was found lying flat on BED. heh. den my mummy go switch off the power. cos she says the installation LOOKED like it was finished. yeah. true enough! BUT BUT BUT.

cannot play! WAH LAO> damn sad la. i was smiling like fuck when yunli passed the 3discs to me this morning. HEH. cos i wanted it sooooo long. she refused to pass it to me tt time cos of exams&tests gg on. wah lao... now still cannot play! )))):
forget it, its time to get over sims 2! but i haven get enough of it.. wah lao wah lao wah lao. ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

NVM. sims2 ONLY. lol.

and err. GENE!! thank you for being my dl-ing songs software :S :P. haha. just kidding la! LOL. i wanna thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you,thank you. YEAH! 5 thank you = nv owe you the 5 favours alreadyy!. heh. if not u think why i winked at you!

we'll leave no trace says:
why you wink!
we'll leave no trace says:
so scandalous

to my sickeningly best friend; err, sorry for not meeting you today! i will make it up for you someday :D

>i just dont want to miss you anymore//


wah lao. my sis jus bought this box of mooncakes from some hotel at town. 2 chocolate flavour 2 egg yolk. damn nice.. i think. LOL. though i have yet to try it. HAHA.

hmmm. i am stucked at home. damn boringggggg. was on the fone with joel last night. till like. 3am in the morning. wah lao. ate my sleeping time. resulted in me waking up late and no suntanning todayy. HAHA. anyway, i am lazy to hit the beachhhhh./

oh ya. i need to retest for my ect. damn it. have to study the topicss all over again. ):

bye.

Lately, I've been trying to fight whatever's pulling us under
it's got a hold and really making me wonder
what it takes to get through
I gotta stick with you, my baby
Baby tell me:
Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting
But being without you I can't imagine
It's just to close to the heart and
And I won't stand it if were broken apart

Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now
When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

We've been cutting it close with the backwards & forwards
It's rocking the boat; we gotta get control of this
Let's take it back to three years ago
When you said that we could make it through whatever, ever
And to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever
Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never
Now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight
In you is everything that I'm missing
So give us a chance

Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now
When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

Don't you dare tell me we gotta let it go...
We been on top for too long just to let it go under
I don't wanna hear that
I just can't hear that
and know
Wherever you wanna take me I'll go
I been with you for too long to start over with another
I know that you hear me
Just tell me you hear me

Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now
When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby